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Marrakesh

Tomorrow at 11:00?"

"Yes, G‑d willing, I'll be there," I responded.

I was to meet Rabbi M. at his synagogue office.

The place is Downtown Los Angeles.

All the way Downtown. Past the hub. At the very end.

"And the synagogue is in a warehouse," he alerted me.

I pictured a large cold room, hard slab of concrete for a floor. Lots of dust and some cobwebs.

Okay, a couple of chairs, prayer books and for sure a Torah scroll somewhere behind a makeshift ark.

I was thinking gloomy.

Boy, was I wrong.

Pleasantly surprised at the transformation of a warehouse room, I entered a place that was colorful.

Brightly painted walls.

Warm.

Clean.

Moroccan couches with pillows alongside the walls.

In the center, black wooden rectangular tables with matching chairs.

Carved bookcases covering the back wall.

Intricately designed ark hiding the Torah scrolls.

And an exquisite little chandelier glistened above the lectern.

Every detail of the decor so significant.

Every artifact unique and special – the mirror-tiled Menorah on a rectangular piece of marble, the huge wooden charity box and the twisted silver shofar.

Every inch of the 900 sq. foot space so wisely used. Infused with spirit. Holy.

I dubbed the place "Marrakesh."

I don't know why. I have never been to Morocco, have no Moroccan blood in me. But somehow, this title name seemed to fit the style, the character, of this synagogue.

I came home and Googled "Marrakesh."

The probable origin of its name is from the words mur (n) akush, which means "Land of G‑d."

When I complimented the fellow who designed the synagogue, he took pride in saying that he aimed to make this a place conducive for prayer. For serving G‑d. Which is what a synagogue is all about. Wow.

Later that night, frustrated after feeding and bathing my special needs child, I gave in to self-pity. I looked at her and thought, "This is too difficult for me."

I started to feel down. Downtown, cold, dusty, gloomy.

Suddenly, I looked at her again and thought, what if I transform my gloomy attitude, like the warehouse, to "Marrakesh"?

Why should I view her with negativity?

Did not the the Designer of all designers put significance into every detail of His creations? Did He not infuse her with spirit?

Is she not holy? She most definitely is.

She is colorful.

She is unique.

She is intricately designed; within her is a soul.

She is special.

G‑d can take pride in His work. No doubt He aimed to place me in a situation conducive to serving Him better. Wow.


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Latest Comments:
Posted: Mar 18, 2010
into the depths of heart
It's beautiful to see the beauty in all things, like a child who is born with serious problems that make a parent ache.
I think it's also fine for God to hear a true cry from the "heart", about anguish, because we ARE human and humane, in terms of our suffering is also part of creation. So I think there is no right or wrong to this. Yes, we want to make lemonade from lemons, but sometimes it is hard, and for that we need each other and for some it's solace in believing God made that child this way, for a reason.

We do learn from all that happens to us, but sometimes it's just so hard, we must weep, as weep, we must.

Maybe God wants to be questioned and maybe all of this is part of a personal and collective quest or story that is deeply and only, about LOVE and what it means, to LOVE.
Posted By ruth, newton, ma

Posted: Mar 16, 2010
Scintilating Intelligence
Something I have always believed in is the consciousness endowed by the great Creator into every single cell of each being.
Sometimes it takes the sacred (so hard to find in this busy world) to remind us that each small being joined together into the singular individual societies that humans are can hold sacred answers toward the coherent health of the wole "nation" of cells.
It must be a special place, but your child (only one like her) is a special and sacred being, a focus of the Creators' that is unique.
The dynamic and communicative intelligence in untapped myriads of cell formations within your child is there to be related to and understood.
I cannot begin to express the excitement that I feel over your wisdom in appreciating your special needs child.
May all wisdom become her, may beauty and joy help to gentle the differences and to enhance what is uniquely sacred, may wellness become the scintillating intelligence.
Posted By sue, Kanata, ON

Posted: Mar 15, 2010
wow
I'm proud to be the brother of her, not sad.
mother, you put it in a new perspective
thank you
Posted By A.E.M., la, ca

Posted: Mar 15, 2010
Marakesh
Magnificent; I am sephardic and never knew what Marakesh meant. I also do not have a special needs child, and yet I understood and felt grateful to understand the beautiful piece of writing and feeling. Thank you.
Posted By Chloe Shapero, cCoral Springs, Florida

Posted: Mar 15, 2010
My niece has a special needs young boy (autism) and I realized that she would be taking care of her son forever. She will never be able to say "when he goes to college" or "when he gets married." She will be his caregiver for as long as she lives because his father is not involved in his life. I admire the strength parents have for the special needs child. Children that are indeed special who may not understand words, but can understand a touch of a hand, a hug, a kiss.
Posted By Isabel Mercado, Weslaco, Texas, USA

Posted: Mar 10, 2010
You can do this!
I, too, have a special needs child. It is very hard, day in and day out, and it never ends. You never "get over it" - you only get used to the difficulty.

But you have the unique responsibility to care for your daughter and make her as successful as she can be. If not you, who? Through your efforts and her successes who knows what other lives you will touch and affect?

You can do this.

You have a reserve of strength and a well of responsibility yet to be discovered that will enable you to endure the years ahead.

You also have faith in G-d; trust.

Along the way you will be rewarded with a grateful and successful child, and for the feeling of accomplishment for an almost impossible job well done.

You can do this!
Posted By Michael, an engineer in LA, Los Angeles


 



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